So in my last post…
The awesome one…
The one that disappeared and is nowhere to be found…
I wrote a bit of what’s on my heart lately in relation to mommy hood. But now that’s gone. Soooo…. How about a Take 2? 🙂
Now don’t get me wrong… I LOVE motherhood!
And I LOVE her!
But you know me… I also LOVE to accomplish things.
I live off of lists and crossing things off. I even tend to write completed jobs on my list just so I can cross them off even if they weren’t originally planned!
I love knocking projects out one by one! LOVE it!
But with a kiddo, I find that even the easiest tasks are SO hard to complete.
Unloading and loading the dishwasher? Nearly impossible when she’s awake.
As soon as she hears the dishes rattling, BOOM! She’s scurrying into the kitchen as fast as her chubby little legs can crawl so she can climb on the dishwasher door! (Have I mentioned her funny little crawl? Hilarious. She crawls on her feet, not her knees like a normal child! But let me tell ya… She can move QUICKLY!!!)
Laundry? Forget it. That’s out of sight in the basement. No eye contact – No laundry.
Anyway… You get the drift.
But I’m slooooowly coming to the realization (and I hear these things over and over, but learning them for myself is not always so easy)
This is the stage of life I am in! I am a mommy. And I totally realize I’m a mommy of only one. And those of you with more children are probably laughing and thinking “Oh Honey… Just you wait.” But this is where I am now. And I’m learning this all for the first time! I just pray that God continues to give me grace and teach me with each added
challenge child! 😉 lol!
The goal isn’t necessarily to accomplish HUGE projects in a whirlwind fashion. I can’t paint whole rooms in an hour or two or singlehandedly build a wall full of shelves in an afternoon any more. And that’s okay!
Sitting on the rug in the living room and playing with blocks?
Playing chopsticks on the Little Tikes piano that Handsome Man found on a garage sale for 1.00 (Score!!) while Emma giggles at me?
Even this post has taken me 3 separate times to get it hurriedly typed out! 🙂
It doesn’t feel super productive. It doesn’t feel like I’m accomplishing anything. But that’s okay! I guess I’m learning that mommy hood isn’t always about getting oodles done… Sometimes… Just sometimes… It’s just chilling on the porch swing while Emma splashes in the water table. 🙂
UPDATE: The feature picture being in a jail on the post about mommy hood was unintentional… And ironic. 😉 I didn’t notice it until later when I was on Bloglovin’. Haha!!